Very stress...
This week not only cos of study stress..
My papa mama sis bro all go oversea...leaving me to take care of my 90 years old grandmother..
And also to ensure my maid is not up to something funni...
My sis wan me to help her sign up for her something like cds thingy...
Everything land on me...is only me me and me...
No body able to help me at all...
so stressful...
I totally cannot concentrate on my study at all...
I feel so damn freaking stress up...
Darren also dun seem to understand what i saying..but is okey...Not his fault...
and gab already piss me off when i am already in such a bad condition..
No body can help me at all...
I call peiqi wan talk to her..but scare she still angry with darren thing..
I also at the same time tink she won;t understand how much stress at I facing taking care of my grandmother...I also tink she working bz so nv wan to fan her..
Jie Yi i also tink she working..
so in the end talk to Darren..even though he try very hard to make me not angry but i keep picking on him...
Really sorry..
so end up...
I talk to no one..i know Darren know about how I feel..but there is nothing he can help me either..
I am so stress up...
I tink i am so weak...
I cannot take stress..
I feel so useless...star
i am who i am
9:15 PM
