Hello everyone!!!!!!!!

The brave and happy me is back!!!

haha!!but i still miss dardar a lot..change my wall paper to his face..hope to see him every minute..run to my phone when it rings...baby!!!!!!!!6 June please come soon..i have so so so so so many things to share with you!!!!!!!!!!!

Very bz recently...(although bro always say i free..haha)

Many parties to go to..start from Xy..then huan..then doris then Isha..haha!!!Many Many..haha!!!Enjoy most of it..I got drunk at Doris's chelat..of cos!i drink 10 bottles of vodka!haha!!Shh my dear frenz!haha!!!Dear frenz..hope you like my present!!!

Then got the result thingy..go out buy present thingy.movie thingy..quite fun recently..and the super random kbox session with someone i nv though i would have gone out together with..that day hor.really crazy.go out from 12-12..haha!!!hardrock!i want to bring baby go next time..listen music.haha!!test if i can dun talk when i am with baby.haha!!!then sat meet the uni ppl movie..love time with them too..go till12 also..me so bad recently..haha!thanks mama and papa for understanding..

And..i realise my PSP can go online!yesh..baby!!you are away but your things keep me entertained..haha!

Best of all..Ah bu!!thanks for always showering me with concern and sms even though you are so bz..your cake really cheer me up a lot lo..you talk all the way to pass me the cake..i am so happy..so i decided not to make you worry le..smile:) thanks ah bu!!!! and your sms brighten up my day..first thing i woke up i get your concern..(taking over darren's job)..hee..thanks ah bu!!!

Next event coming up..
Dardar return..pls pls pls!!!let me hug you at airport can...haiz.i really so miss you..and hor.pls.dun slim down too much!hee..

following up next...A secert party for this kuku that i knows for 7years!!!he this no xin de ren!!!he better get xin on my birthday!haha!!!then brenda party..at blue jaz!!wow!!and come to tink about it..how about my party..haha..anyone..helping me to plan!yesh!!!haha!!dream..but i got so many things i want to buy..haha!

Then got dardar and me de 6 years ann!!haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!baby!!!let go back to the place we love most..i am very hardworkingly de growing our plant lo..hee..but no $100..haha!!!

After all this fun..work to look forward to...haha!!hope i learn more than bro!haha!!i must be dreaming!

After work.hope can have a nice birthday celeberation..then off to school again.and thanks for sk and jz..i this sem need to get 4.2..haha!!!!I will work hard de!haha!!SK!!!!next time you go oversea must also help me and jz count..haha!!!

Hao ba..a lot to read ba..haha!!!slowly read ok frenz..

Huan!i call you to tell you my result lo!you nv return call!!!haha!!let meet up man!

Miss ya all!

Star

i am who i am
11:49 PM

Rather sad recently...

Every morning woke up will have to get angry...Either over my ah ma or my new maid..

Getting angry over my ah ma is cos she is doing thing that is not so her..even the basic...she doesn;t want to do it properly..haiz...Duno is angry or worry that i raise my voice ba..But..I just know that I am very angry and sad after seeing her do all those action that she should not do...At least she dun do it in the hospital...haiz...Why is she doing all this thing at home..she totally look like a changed person...why why why...

My new maid also keep doing thing wrong.thing that i teach her duno for how many times she do wrongs still..give her a timetable dun follow.the most angry thing is..i talk to her, she dun understand she also says yes mdm..haiz...how i know she dun understand then..haiz..

Every morning seem to suck...

And today..even afternoon suck..my mama forget that i need to eat lunch..haiz..so yeah..no lunch at home...haiz...

Ytd my sis also make me so angry and hurt..till now i am still very angry..I tout there are something we hold for each other.but ytd..you break one of them..i am angry initally..but now no longer..for what i get angry..i will just let go of that things we always do together seem you will get angry when you do it..is okey...

Recently..when i cry..i realise..cry for what..i also cry myself, clean my tear myself then get back to face everything together again..haha..so lame right..then cry for what..haiz..

Talk to huan and ah bu about my ah ma thing lah..but is like a very long story..they nv see the situation before they also very hard to understand lah..yeah..so back to square one..alone..

Star

i am who i am
4:28 PM

Baby says i very long nv update blog le!!!So I am here to update again!!!!
Last week!!!we have this amount!!!!haha!!!BDS 4A rock!haha!!!!baby..let you see the pic..so many ppl..sad ba!!!haha!!!!


I enjoy being with you all so much!!!!!So comfortable, so carefree and you all so understanding!!!hee...thanks loo for sending me home...hee...and everyone in the pic..i will invite you all to me and Darren de wedding de..haha!!!Girl...you all since sec sch also says want to be my bridemaid le hor!!!dun forget okey!!me still remember!!!!

Next outing: Huan birthday party!!!Cya all!!!!!

Poly frenz...

XYXYXY..your birthday is coming!!!!!

And i can meet ppl like jieyi, xy, isha and the rest that i really miss..hee...Cya soon okey!!!!!

Uni frenz....

I very bz recently lah...tink you all know why lah..haha!!!so yeah..outing on hold okey..at most can only meet for lunch or meal only..hee..find me at Velocity ba..tink i am mostly there all time..haha!!!!Bro attachment le!!!!!!!!!Already starting to feel lose when i need some short lunch kaki at my hse area!!!!!Bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha!!!!nvm!!!!!You work, got money..good!!!haha..save for my 21..haha!!at least you no longer going oversea..i evil ba..Hy!!!enjoy your oversea trip...and winnie and doris!!!wait wait wait for me to be more free okey..then let go out!!!!!!and play..dun only eat!!!haha!!!!

The end!!!

Update again soon with all the 21st birthday!!!

Star










i am who i am
1:08 AM