Very stress...
This week not only cos of study stress..
My papa mama sis bro all go oversea...leaving me to take care of my 90 years old grandmother..
And also to ensure my maid is not up to something funni...
My sis wan me to help her sign up for her something like cds thingy...
Everything land on me...is only me me and me...
No body able to help me at all...
so stressful...
I totally cannot concentrate on my study at all...
I feel so damn freaking stress up...
Darren also dun seem to understand what i saying..but is okey...Not his fault...
and gab already piss me off when i am already in such a bad condition..
No body can help me at all...
I call peiqi wan talk to her..but scare she still angry with darren thing..
I also at the same time tink she won;t understand how much stress at I facing taking care of my grandmother...I also tink she working bz so nv wan to fan her..
Jie Yi i also tink she working..
so in the end talk to Darren..even though he try very hard to make me not angry but i keep picking on him...
Really sorry..
so end up...
I talk to no one..i know Darren know about how I feel..but there is nothing he can help me either..
I am so stress up...
I tink i am so weak...
I cannot take stress..
I feel so useless...star

i am who i am
9:15 PM

The box my classmate put all my present in and wish me on..hee..So sweet of them!!!Really thanks them a lot!I still keeping the box..hee..
Darren give me de Lily..hee..sweet sweet...hee...
My family celebrating my birthday with me...the presents are on the table...
All my present..tink got 20 plus thingy..I love all of them!!and the box is from my wonderful classmate!!Contain all their present..

i am who i am
12:13 AM

There are three part of my birthday celebration..nono..is 4th...haha...

1st part....
Is with my secondary school friends....As usual...Yeong Huan, Hui Shan, Zong Hui and Darren...
I am sick..so i not really in the mood to feast lo..so I meet them to my new hangout that is Mind's Cafe...haha..a boardgame cafe...So i bring my frenz to there to play game..but as it is week end..so fullhse lo..so we make our way to the paradize center opposite to shop shop walk walk..then we found Bendy de work place..haha...Then we go arcade play...haha....We play those music arcade game...me and Darren tag VS ah bu and huan..haha..both of us did well!!but i tink huan group better..haha!!!then we go play shooting game..haha..then there is this super hard level for shooting..we are like tinking:"Waulao!!so hard...Darren sure miss the thing de..."
So me and my frenz walk away wan to walk out of arcade le!!then Darren one shoot shot that flying leave lo!!!OMG!!!!we all damn shock lo!!haha..so we make our way to play game after the arcade..cheap cheap..five dollar per person and i tink the food there is nice..as well as the game...then we go back PS...then go arcade again!!!haha..then we fav player zonghui go play those VS fighting game...then he loses!!!but nvm!!!he is always the best to us!!!!Then we go home le...They give me a ripcure bag!!!nice nice..I love it a lot!!!

2nd:
Celebrating with Darren...hee...Is on Monday..so me and Darren wanted to go and eat the Sakae Sushi to eat..but the buffet only start at 3 and we are really hungry..so we went to OUR FAV FISH & CO!!!!haha!!!!we eat the seafood platter...full full.then me and Darren go shopping..the best shopping trip with Darren ever!!!haha..after eating..we went to shop at tampines mall...haha...We go to arcade first...as usual...then play the air hockey!!!nice nice!!The machine break down like 3 times when we playing half way..so we very happy!!Play a lot of time..then that guy that challenge darren de Airhockey is there too lo!!!haha..scary scary...so we leave quickly!!!haha...Then after that we went to toyRus..and as usual lah..we play with the toy..so childish right..but fun!!then we go to see handphones as i wan to buy one..Darren always give very good comment for my handphones!haha..then we went to the "offer area" of the tampines mall..at level 1.then they is this big group of aunty gathering around a mountain of blue box..so i get curious and go there see see..they are actually finding the birhtday bear!!!out of like 1/365 of probability that you will find you birthday lo..but me and darren decided to try our luck!and Darren managed to find mine first..I am so happy!!!haha!!!So i tell myself i must find Darren birthday de also..haha..And suddenly one aunty suddenly say:"Aiyo!!why is it dec 13!"..haha..so i faster grap after she put down!!haha...so heng lo..fate...so me and darren now got one our very own bear now!!!our birthday bear!!!hee..happy..then time past so fast with him..then he has to go back to sch for esc meeting while i go to meet my sister for movie..the movie i watch is Lady In the Water..and is free!!!!Cos my sis take part in the My paper contest then win..haha..the movie is nice..and i am very full!!!i eat pastamania while my sis eat longjohn..then we go home at around 11 plus from shaw house!!!End of Birthday Eve...

3rd Day..Actual day...With my classmate!!!
Today i go to school and first present i recieve is from Darren...A bonquet of Lily and a big wraped box...Then go MOE...something happen...but is okey..then me and Darren go do MI while pq Disappear!haha...that day only one lesson..so only Darren kenny luojun and me go MI..then after that jieyi, peiqi, deanne, xiaoying, isha, mork, kenneth,erika and vanessa come to celebrate my birthday with me!!!!they are wonderful lo..they put in so much effort..let me show you the effort they put in...SO many present and is all i like de and they still give me such a nice box for all my present!!really xie xie you all!!i really love it a lot!!!

Thanks my papa for fetching me home too..hee...Fren Fren Fren!!you all are wonderful..I really love you all!!!hee..you all make my birthday so wonderful!!!!
Then back home..my papa buy a cake..the cake whereby we throw on xiaoying and she stink for 3 days that one!omg!!!haha...

4th celebrating...With Family..
Today i only go for PMI..then my papa come fetch me go to my bro de NTU Convocation...so we went to bro sch to eat..then go to attend the ceremoney..my bro in the sqaure hat!!!my dream..hee...so proud for him!!when he go on stage to take the cert!!I clap supper hard!then a lot of ppl look at me..haha...I AM PROUD OF YOU KOR KOR!!!..haha...
Then we follow kor kor like his asst to help him take photo!!haha..
the thing only end like 5 then we go to IMM long beach with kor kor gf to eat dinner..the dinner is for my bithday as well as kor kor de convocation...We eat both pepples crab and chillicrab...super shiokness!!!haha...nice nice!!!haha...
Then we go diaso to buy out home garden de thing!!!so happy!!happy shopping with family..then fetch kor kor back to hall and Jasmine home..then we only reach home at abt 9..haha..thanks my frenz for helping me to copy note!!!hee....

Happy Happy!!!!
Thanks to all of you for putting in so much effort for my present!!!
I really treasure it super alot!!!

Tml Dar Dar going camp...
Hope he will enjoy it!!!
Star

i am who i am
12:26 AM

Extroverted (E) 64.52% Introverted (I) 35.48%
Sensing (S) 60% Intuitive (N) 40%
Thinking (T) 50% Feeling (F) 50%
Judging (J) 64.52% Perceiving (P) 35.48%
Your type is: ESFJ

This is the result...
star

i am who i am
9:51 PM

The meal with Darren's parent is wonderful..the food are nice nice..hee....feel like going back to eat again...hee....This week is so bz..I am already in my school lab now..waiting for the rest of my team mate to do the presentation together..then then then..After OB got bizen meeting as well as SA interview....once again..it crashes...but if iris is willing to help in the interview..then i will be going for the Bizen meeting...hee....after bizen meeting...I will have to do my decon project...then maybe if got time go to little india to do the thread facial...hee...first time trying..dun know how will it be...heee.....then thursday...have to start the marketing datascoop already...if not no time le!!!!!even though sch end late on thursday..we also must stay back for project..haiz haiz haiz...then on firday...even worst...friends are calling me out for birthday celebration already...friday got school, then got the acct reminder thingy....after 3 hours of acct still acct..omg!!!!then 230 got bizen meeting....bzbz....also dun know till what time..maybe can go out with huan they all on firday since they ending at 5...haha..then go dinner together...sat should stay at home!!!!Or maybe go out to celebrate birthday...sunday is my family celebrate with me..monday is dardar celebrate with me..tuesday is actually day!!!!EVERYONE celebrate with me!!!!!heee....Happy Happy!!!!!
Sweet 18th is on the way...haha....
15 min more and I will see my wonderful team mate...feeling tired now...no ppl talk to me!!!omg...and the Joshau hor!!!!ban me form tagging his blog lo!!!what a frenz!!!!!Hao le..end here le..go play miniclip de bug on wire...nice nice!!!hahah...miss ya!!star

i am who i am
8:35 AM

17 july is going to be a very exciting day..so till now also have not slp cos too excited le..hee...
Recently why both my best frenz jie yi and pei qi both like not happy de..during break they like nv talk de..so sad..i miss playing with them..
Just now i go and read this person blog lo..i find her so er xin...say this kind of thing in blog..tink her character really is a big problem...errr....
tml is monday!!!!wonderful monday.....I am going to eat at safra for dinner...hee...being treat by a warming person which is Darren's parent....heart-warming dinner..hee...
So very excitied..
and tml going to do survey le...
dun know how the respone will be...hee...
so nervous..next week is going to be bz..so is next next next week..a lot of project due-ing le....
Must take note oh my frenz!!!!!!
Soon..there will be a changes in my life...for the first time even in poly..Darren is going to take up a cca!!!!!!!I mean not including SA lah...haha..
Wonder how is it like..then maybe he won;t complain so much about i going for Bizen when there are his own event coming..hee...
eager to see how is it like..
Compeitition ended...thanks PeiQi, Darren and kenneth for being such wonderful team mate..enjoy working with them..and look forward to work with them again!!!hee...
Today I cook curry chicken for my family!!!!hee..
is nice de lo...hee..
Darren wan to try right..hee...but too nice le lah..family finish le...
haha...guai oh..haha...
My cooking skill is improving...hee....
I love my life all pack with activites!!!!but i hate it when activites crashes...hee...
I am like so happy and excited now!!!!!haha.....
Hope that peiqi and jie yi can be back to the happy happy themselves again...
Today xiao ying tell me she is PROUD OF ME!!!!!!!!
OMG...
I am so happy and touch...hee...
Xie Xie ni!!!!!
hee...
i know what i write in this blog not really link...hee...cos too excited lah...haha...
End here le!!!!
Take care everyone!!!
Star
hee...i too excited le..forget to say something more..so now i go edit my post again...so what you see after the star is edited de..hee...
I am also very happy today for Yawen msning me in msn and ching ching leaving me with that frenster testimonials...I really miss them.....
And just now look thorugh my frenster.then see Sir Kok Hua pic...he is a person that i really admire...I tink he is such a wonderful leader..I really miss him..Miss NP.....Miss the day Bendy, Sebas, Vincent, Chye peng, Willie and me have together...hee..
and then hor..recently i wan to buy new hp..
give me some suggestion hao mah...
I wan to buy a mp3 phone...
so this is the few choice that i want...tell me what you all tink i should buy okey..
1) W700i
2)W810i
3) W800i
4) W850i
5)Samsung X820

So pls tell me in my tag which one you all tink suit me most!!!
Miss ya..
star

i am who i am
12:23 AM

Kenny Darren and me at the ceremony......
My family and me....
Today is Director's list presentation....And also the last day of our qualifying round for sim..Although lesson start at 9 today..i am in school at around 815..Go clubroom to catch up the information that i lost in the meeting..and then Darren come to meet me at 830 then we go to blk 23 level 6 (Our most common visit place in the past few months)...We waited for Mr Eric Wee then we go in to submit the discussion for the compeitition..Then after submiting the thingy..we go to our acct class...i understand what the teacher say today!!!!I learn something today!!!So happy!!!then acct lesson end at 1130..I take out my camera and take picture with my class de funky girl!!!I really love my class girl!!!hee...then then then..Peiqi, Xiaoying, JieYi, Darren and me go to play badminton...we went to business school de cheer to buy instant noodles....hee..then we walk pass this cool shop in business school named Avenue 1...really nice display!!next time i wan to go and buy thing from there...hee..then we go to buspark to eat oyr noodles..then buy fruit and fries to eat..then we make our way to the sport complex..so we starte dto play badminton...play play play play...quite fun..laugh till very tired!!!haha...then we play till like 100..then erika come and join us..i tink she play well lo..recently darren me and peiqi is freak of princess of tennis..so we keep trying to imitate those skill in the show..haha..very fun..play till 130..me and peiqi go to bath....my second time bathing there lo...haha...quite shiok!!!haha...after bathing we slack around to wait for the Director's list to start....then pei qi cannot find her wallet lo..we find find find..then realise erika take it.!omg lo..haha..at aroung 3..we make our way back to eng sch...hee..peiqi go to see result of our compeition..then me and darren meet kenny go to the tcc for the ceremony...hee.... Then after refreshment we go home while darren go to ESC...hee...
That the end of my eventful day....
Quite happy..hee....
Star

i am who i am
10:27 PM

On 13 of July....haha!!!IS such a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Today school start at 9...SO as usually..I meet Darren at 815 under his blk...So i went out of hse at 810..Then on the way someone tap me and touch my face from the back lo!!!!!!OMG..
I about to hit that person le!!!!!!!!Then that person walk in front of me!!!!!!!!!ANd it is Darren...hee...
The night b4 i wanted to eat mac breakfast..so i mention it to Darren lah..but he nv mention about anything in that sms...So i though he nv se so i nv mention it again..
Dun tink that the most wonderful boyfriend in the world will ever buy bf for me at such a time lo!!!!!!!!!
But Darren leave hse on 7a.m to buy me mac breakfast then make sure he catch me by surprise under my blk and walk me to the busstop!!!!!
haha..on the way i am soosososososo happy..keep laughing to myself..now the breakfast is still beside me..hee..
So happy!!!
Star

i am who i am
8:55 AM

On 13 of July....haha!!!IS such a wonderful day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Today school start at 9...SO as usually..I meet Darren at 815 under his blk...So i went out of hse at 810..Then on the way someone tap me and touch my face from the back lo!!!!!!OMG..
I about to hit that person le!!!!!!!!Then that person walk in front of me!!!!!!!!!ANd it is Darren...hee...
The night b4 i wanted to eat mac breakfast..so i mention it to Darren lah..but he nv mention about anything in that sms...So i though he nv se so i nv mention it again..
Dun tink that the most wonderful boyfriend in the world will ever buy bf for me at such a time lo!!!!!!!!!
But Darren leave hse on 7a.m to buy me mac breakfast then make sure he catch me by surprise under my blk and walk me to the busstop!!!!!
haha..on the way i am soosososososo happy..keep laughing to myself..now the breakfast is still beside me..hee..
So happy!!!
Star

i am who i am
8:55 AM

Competition started...Club major event is running...Project due date is coming....Examinations are coming..haiz..
very busy..
very stress...
no body seem to notice at all..
I am being left alone...with no word of concern care given to me..
People who play harmless joke with me nv though that the joke turn out to be not funni at all...
People who talk to me in a super bad tone nv realise tat i am actually very hurt...
People who are beside me do not know my stress...
Being left in a world so sad and so lonely....
But dun worry for people who read my blog..
I will soon be okey...
star

i am who i am
11:09 AM

on this very very very special...
I fall down!!!!!
haha..lame ba..is on 30 of june!
Early firday morning..
I am about to go to school for my SAF event..
so i wear my mama de formal pant..
then walk to the bus-stop that is situation 15-min walk aways from my home..
There is a flight of stairs at the route to the bus stop..
I walk walk walk..then tink my step fail to land properly on the step ba..
so i sprain my ankle and then fell down..haiz haiz..
and and and...
my mama de formal pant have a hole at the knee cap due to my fall..
the road that i fail on is those car de road de texture lo...is rough de lo..
Heng Darren is with me..
so he help me to walk home...
and i change to another pant..
as we are already late..
we take taxi to school...
although we are already late for like a few mins..but the other are not here yet..
so sad...so we wait lo..
After the SAF we go to century sq to buy gerald present...
bought a burberry weekend de purfume for him..money fly away...haiz...
Sat also have to go school....
go for bizen subcom orientation!
Very fun Very fun...
Good good good.
Thanks to all the main com, helper and subcom for coming..
The event ends late.the briefing end only at 7...
Darren waited for me for two and a half hours..
sorry...
And he nv show signs to me that he is angry lo..
so good...
hee...
so me and him take bus 15 from school to parkway...
haha..then quite a lot of thing happen in bus leh..but lazy to talk here..haha..
reach parkway go walk walk then see gerald and vincent play pool...
till around 830, terance and his gf then come...
so we go to Jackplace to celebrate his birthday...
Smart gerald got make reservation..if not still must wait..hee..
i been to so many different place to eat steak..but i still dun like it...
maybe too hard for me to bite...haha...
for the first time..i eat the slowest lo!
then me and darren go home as my leg cannot take it le!!!!haha..
hao le..next week bz..
got bizen subcom interview then got ob project submission and pmi individual interview..sianz...
sat need to go for sch even again!!!
for the SIM compeitition breifing..
Jia you Jia you gogogo!!!!
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i am who i am
4:28 PM