Suddenly this word come to my mind...
Change...having braces is a changing process of my live...
Change...
Everyone will encounter this word...
I remember last time when i was in Secondary School...
Some of my friends will tell me...Renmin.You have changed...
I hate it...i don;t like to accept changes..i believe that i am in my best state since the beginning of my live...Hence, when friends tell me that i changed..i am unhappy..cos i use to believe that change is always bad and if you say i changed...it's mean that i have change for the worst...
However....i believe that change is good..change is hope...
change allow you to turn yourself from bad to good...or even good to better...
even is you change from bad ot worst or better to good...change will give you hope again to change to good and better...
Hence, change is good...Change is actually a invisible chance given to you to show you that you are improving...
I believe that in a relationship, you always say that XXX is not good cos he/she nv do this do that..however..due to the word call change....XXX is able to change to someone that do this do that...of you will say i Hope that XXX will do this do that...So XXX change and do what you want him or her to do..So it gives you hope...
without the change....life will be so predictable..nothing will change..the bad will remain the bad and the good will always be good and never better.star
i am who i am
9:03 PM
2nd extraction over le...i never cry during the 2nd extraction oh..brave ba..hee..and no people pei me go leh..see i so brave!but after extraction i headache and like fever lor..haiz..then keep skipping meal cos pain and cannot eat..haiz..just feeling bad lor..haiz..school is very busy recently..cos SA de final project is just near near near the corner..haiz..so must jia you le..and i am going oversea to my favourite Macaus soon!Happy!I am very hungry now..today the entire day i only ate porriage..haiz..so sad..HUNGRY!
i am who i am
12:44 AM
Haiz...this is my two poor teeth..haiz..fresh from my mouth..they are very long..you can;t imagine that they are this long..they are health and perfect but i have to extract them...so sad de right....what to do..wan pretty mah..hee..anyway..they are very cute..and i still keep them...can;t bear to throw them away..but i am in extreme pain..i admit i am very afraid you know...sob a little when the injection take place..haiz..now tink back still feel like crying..haiz..then that bad gerlad still say i lousy..dun frenz him le lah.haiz..friday still must extract two more..dun know how am i going to eat...take it as a sliming seesion also ba...teeth..i really love you know de k...look at you all i feel like crying cos i very guilty..haiz...sorry teeth....
i am who i am
11:28 PM
Dear friends...Tml is the day that finalize me as the braces girl....cos i going to extract le..extract hao le wan to regret also too late le!!!!!!!i must be brave right..so frenz who read my blog..i will be extreme extreme extremely touched if you all encourage me...first extraction is on 18..the other is on the friday..i tink is 21..dear friends....i know that in you all de heart you all hope that you all can accompany me to face this painful moment together.but is okey..just leave me a msg in the tag board and i know you all de heart is with me le...haha..bhb ba.but really hope you all can support me through this moment...KAT!HEARD THAT!haha...anyway...i really can;t bear my teeth to leave my mouth...so i took a pic of the whole teeth family...haiz..tml two memebers going to leave my mouth le..so must take pic..but my cam no battery..lazy to charge..so have not post..next time i will post de k...and i will show you all how bad is my teeth's condition. so look forward to my pic...
Next not about braces le..is about my life life life....on the kat the jie yi birthday...hee...sat..which is the 15!they grow older le...haha...we go to Chai Chee CC to celebrate their birthday...People presented were Darren, Xiaoying, Pei Qi, and the two birthday girl Kat and jie YI...BIRTHDAY GIRLs AND PEI QI LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!me and darren and xy waited and waited for you all..(birthday girl can be forgive...pei qi..dun late lah!)We sing songs when we reached there( that is rubbish)...haha..then i meet me and darren de frenz vincent...i rememeber xiao ying say: want bully renmin and darren cannot come bedok bully...is you all de dian pan...haha...rememeber oh..hee...all of you all sing very well..AND I DISCOVER A SECERT OF PEI QI AFTER BIRTHDAY GIRLS AND XY LEAVE.....haha..Pei Qi..i give you a chance to buy me Mac breadfast b4 i say it out...hee...after singing....(thanks pei qi for accompany me till the end) I walk to fengshan to eat dinner...hee...chai chee to feng shan you know..the distance very very far...i ate 13 sticks of satay( cos darren wan feed me b4 i can;t eat) and one plate of fried carrot cake!VERY NICE!hee..next time i wan to go eat again...hee..(darren..you get hear...)hee..then the day end and i go home and find my sister bluff me!say what go watch movie in the end nv go...nvm..they pei me i happier..hee...
Then sunday...rain and rain and rain..from morning rain to night..actually meet wei song and darren for SA chelat at 3..then rain rain rain..so darren wei song willie and me meet only at 640...Darren..i am really sorry that i am late for ten minutes..sorry k...and sorry to you guy for bring you all to downtown east when the chelat is at costa sand...i am sosoosososososo sorry guy...so we get rather wet when we walk from downtown to costa..really sorry..hee..we bbq and play majong there!happy happy...anyway...happy birthday to Ms Linda Fang...then me and the rest of my group mate when home..really thank you to darren for pei-ing me to wait for my sis...story end here..tml is a scary day..or should i say now..sorry for writing so long!tml update you all more...Good bye my two teeth tml...although you all will be gone but i love you all for the past few day...you all xi shen to make room for the other teeth...you this two teeth so noble..dun worry...i will call the dentist to give you all back to me and take a pic of you all...and i will post it here...teeth A and B...i love you two..Thank you...star
i am who i am
12:27 AM
This post will mark the official start of the braces-girl diary....
Actually the first thing that people tink of braces will be pain, expensive, extraction, looking ugly with the metal...That is what i tink also...but when i decided to put braces, i think that this is all you have to experience in order to be pretty in the further..So, this is like a business..you spend effort and money to develop a business then when a business is fully develop, your profit start rolling in...is just like braces...pain and money spend on it initally...but i believe that the pain and money will bring me beauty in the further....ok..i will stop here..i will tell you more abt how i feel and what i am going through in the next entire as too long not nice to read...continue reading...star
i am who i am
4:58 PM
This picture is taken at Tanjong beach at Sentosa.I was there on the first of oct with my mama and jie jie for Family day..hee..i am having dinner by the sea you know..so cool..hee..that tink i was having the separator in my mouth so find it rather difficult to eat.haiz..but luckily, the jelly is very nice...There are alot of fun game and foods there..the performance and the MC were also very entertaining...i enjoy my day there!
i am who i am
4:03 PM
the first braces-girl diary
i am who i am
2:50 PM
Haiz...this is my two poor teeth..haiz..fresh from my mouth..they are very long..you can;t imagine that they are this long..they are health and perfect but i have to extract them...so sad de right....what to do..wan pretty mah..hee..anyway..they are very cute..and i still keep them...can;t bear to throw them away..but i am in extreme pain..i admit i am very afraid you know...sob a little when the injection take place..haiz..now tink back still feel like crying..haiz..then that bad gerlad still say i lousy..dun frenz him le lah.haiz..friday still must extract two more..dun know how am i going to eat...take it as a sliming seesion also ba...teeth..i really love you know de k...look at you all i feel like crying cos i very guilty..haiz...sorry teeth.... 
This picture is taken at Tanjong beach at Sentosa.I was there on the first of oct with my mama and jie jie for Family day..hee..i am having dinner by the sea you know..so cool..hee..that tink i was having the separator in my mouth so find it rather difficult to eat.haiz..but luckily, the jelly is very nice...There are alot of fun game and foods there..the performance and the MC were also very entertaining...i enjoy my day there!