Moving on...

Darren is going oversea soon...

A lot of ppl getting attached nowaday...More lonely le..but is okey..Happy for them..and I will be stronger...

Pal..24 nite is my birthday party..Keep that day free...Theme is Star or Piglet....

All the best to dardar!

Star

i am who i am
10:46 PM

I love you.

God Only Takes The Best
© Christopher Warner

God saw that she was getting tired
And a cure was not meant to be
So he put his arms around her
And whispered "come with me"
With tearful eyes we watched her suffer
And watched her fade away
Although we loved her dearly
We could not make her stay
A golden heart stopped beating
And a warm loving heart to rest
God broke our hearts to prove to us
That he only takes the best
© Christopher Warner, God Only Takes The Best Grandmother Death Poems

I love you and no matter what..I know you are always there for me..
Thank you for rising us up and teach us so much..
家 有 一 老，如 有 一 宝.

Star

i am who i am
9:01 PM

Okey...Enough of angry..The PSP hor!I finally fight win le lo.then forget to save.ARGH!

Bag packed and clothes picked..

So update time!!!

Hee..Sat, Sunday and Monday is the happiest day in my life..haha!!!

Cos happiness is back..hee..

What we do not important..but we are just very happy together...

Slack at his hse, visit his very cute ah gong, have dinner with his uncle and all which say I slim down:)..haha!!!went kim Gary for dinner, go kbox, book in with him, cook magee noodle, buy ingredient, pack his army stuff, play game together..hee...Everything just ROX!!!hee...

OKey..and today is the tuesday le..back to the reality!!!hee..

But today is good still lah..meet bro for lunch, sk pei me to go see my work place..hee..still a happy day..

But ah ma wound get worst in this week and i nv realise..sad..haiz..Just one week no intensive check then like that..

Hope and pray it recover!

TML Jia you!

Star

i am who i am
11:29 PM

Tml start work le!!!!!

But my jie jie so bad!nv even come home earlier to help me think what I need to wear for first day of work.

ARGH!!!

Star

i am who i am
9:59 PM

baby is going to be back in 1 hr!!!

OMG!!!!!Finally...i wait so long so long so long le!!!

Hee..finally!!!!!!!tml woke up..i know i am able to see dardar le..no longer need to see hp de pic le..hee..

Today is a OMG day..lunchless, dinnerless and tvless!!!

Super angry lo..haha!!!Keep complaining to sk and zx!!!haha!!!

Cool mate!!! Suffer is ending..

happiness is arriving in one hour time!!

Haha!!!

Love ya baby!!!

Ah bu!!!i am so excitied!!!

Star

i am who i am
2:29 AM

Baby..

Just now you call me again..

Suddenly..I realise i forget all the unhappy things that are happening to me for the entire 3 weeks...I only remember the good things..the happy things that I hope to share with you..

Just your voice make me happy..

Recently..I have think through a lot...Baby...From my class guy..I have learn alot and what they said do change some of my thinking...

However...I suddenly remember what you say...The right word is CHILD-LIKE...only you know...but that is the only important thing... I only need you to know..

Baby..5 years ago..you tell me is childlike....the rest..is childish...

Baby..5years after..10 years after..is your understanding to me child-like or childish?

I Love you..

Thanks Baby..

For you..I have grow stronger..thanks for the encouragement...

Star

i am who i am
2:45 AM

Hello everyone!!!!!!!!

The brave and happy me is back!!!

haha!!but i still miss dardar a lot..change my wall paper to his face..hope to see him every minute..run to my phone when it rings...baby!!!!!!!!6 June please come soon..i have so so so so so many things to share with you!!!!!!!!!!!

Very bz recently...(although bro always say i free..haha)

Many parties to go to..start from Xy..then huan..then doris then Isha..haha!!!Many Many..haha!!!Enjoy most of it..I got drunk at Doris's chelat..of cos!i drink 10 bottles of vodka!haha!!Shh my dear frenz!haha!!!Dear frenz..hope you like my present!!!

Then got the result thingy..go out buy present thingy.movie thingy..quite fun recently..and the super random kbox session with someone i nv though i would have gone out together with..that day hor.really crazy.go out from 12-12..haha!!!hardrock!i want to bring baby go next time..listen music.haha!!test if i can dun talk when i am with baby.haha!!!then sat meet the uni ppl movie..love time with them too..go till12 also..me so bad recently..haha!thanks mama and papa for understanding..

And..i realise my PSP can go online!yesh..baby!!you are away but your things keep me entertained..haha!

Best of all..Ah bu!!thanks for always showering me with concern and sms even though you are so bz..your cake really cheer me up a lot lo..you talk all the way to pass me the cake..i am so happy..so i decided not to make you worry le..smile:) thanks ah bu!!!! and your sms brighten up my day..first thing i woke up i get your concern..(taking over darren's job)..hee..thanks ah bu!!!

Next event coming up..
Dardar return..pls pls pls!!!let me hug you at airport can...haiz.i really so miss you..and hor.pls.dun slim down too much!hee..

following up next...A secert party for this kuku that i knows for 7years!!!he this no xin de ren!!!he better get xin on my birthday!haha!!!then brenda party..at blue jaz!!wow!!and come to tink about it..how about my party..haha..anyone..helping me to plan!yesh!!!haha!!dream..but i got so many things i want to buy..haha!

Then got dardar and me de 6 years ann!!haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I am so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!baby!!!let go back to the place we love most..i am very hardworkingly de growing our plant lo..hee..but no $100..haha!!!

After all this fun..work to look forward to...haha!!hope i learn more than bro!haha!!i must be dreaming!

After work.hope can have a nice birthday celeberation..then off to school again.and thanks for sk and jz..i this sem need to get 4.2..haha!!!!I will work hard de!haha!!SK!!!!next time you go oversea must also help me and jz count..haha!!!

Hao ba..a lot to read ba..haha!!!slowly read ok frenz..

Huan!i call you to tell you my result lo!you nv return call!!!haha!!let meet up man!

Miss ya all!

Star

i am who i am
11:49 PM

Rather sad recently...

Every morning woke up will have to get angry...Either over my ah ma or my new maid..

Getting angry over my ah ma is cos she is doing thing that is not so her..even the basic...she doesn;t want to do it properly..haiz...Duno is angry or worry that i raise my voice ba..But..I just know that I am very angry and sad after seeing her do all those action that she should not do...At least she dun do it in the hospital...haiz...Why is she doing all this thing at home..she totally look like a changed person...why why why...

My new maid also keep doing thing wrong.thing that i teach her duno for how many times she do wrongs still..give her a timetable dun follow.the most angry thing is..i talk to her, she dun understand she also says yes mdm..haiz...how i know she dun understand then..haiz..

Every morning seem to suck...

And today..even afternoon suck..my mama forget that i need to eat lunch..haiz..so yeah..no lunch at home...haiz...

Ytd my sis also make me so angry and hurt..till now i am still very angry..I tout there are something we hold for each other.but ytd..you break one of them..i am angry initally..but now no longer..for what i get angry..i will just let go of that things we always do together seem you will get angry when you do it..is okey...

Recently..when i cry..i realise..cry for what..i also cry myself, clean my tear myself then get back to face everything together again..haha..so lame right..then cry for what..haiz..

Talk to huan and ah bu about my ah ma thing lah..but is like a very long story..they nv see the situation before they also very hard to understand lah..yeah..so back to square one..alone..

Star

i am who i am
4:28 PM